Had been seriously asking myself whatever u said izzit true??? izzit everything had to be ended??? izzit i cant give u happiness anymore??? so many question pop out on my mind but seriously i got no ans at all...8 Years plus relationship izzit can say dun love mean dun love anymore??? actually today i whole day very sad i feel like crying but i be strong not to cry in front of you but now i back home i cant hold back my tears anymore...my heart had broken nth can mend now i cant be like last time so happy le...in fact my decision are right cuz i chosen not to do anything to chase u back today meet up with u in my heart totally one word can say was SAD!!!!! whatever u told me actually u r trying to hurt me once again...y every time is my fault??? i did nth wrong i care,i ask,i control all this is called report n i dun let u had freedom...i'm yr gf i got the right to ask u reached home all this anot cuz i care but ended up it become yr so call report WTH is this??? everything i did all u say was is my fault blame whatever u want i dunno wat on yr mind i dunno how to tok to u anymore..i already tried to give in the best to u in this relationship but ended up everything u push it to me by saying is all my fault fine i take it my fault den my fault lo...i dunno my heart going to bleed for how long??? i got no more energy to chase u back..just let be it whatever outcome izzit..thanks for all the lie n cheated those feeling i had for u..thanks for pushing everything to me too...now i will saying something all my frenz or those ppl read this blog JUNE GOT NTH WRONG EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT!!! i dunno how to love u anymore i dunno how to give u happiness le i cant be the first time Sheryl u know i cant be the right one for you le....maybe whatever u say was right!!! today i learn my lesson thru out this 8 years this is the biggest impact i got it..i fail to be a gf, i failed to be the right one for u,i failed to understand u,i failed to love u,i failed to care for u,i failed to give u happiness,i failed to give u sweetness,i failed not giving u enough freedom,i failed everything!!! can le ma??? June i admitted everything now fine for u already??? happy enough??? oh ya one more thing...even when u betrayed me so many time is also my fault...if not enough can tell me i will admit everything!!! no worries!
I'm S(Sheryl)
(Wo Bu Pei Ai Ni)
