This post going to be a very long one i need to write it here to remember it n for baby to see it
09/10/2000
if i din remember wrongly this date was the first time we got to know each other frm net this is how thing start...
i was very curious abt lesbian so i went to IRC becuz there was a channel which for lesbian to chat how i got to know this channel i was invited by someone who i dunno so i went in to chat in that channel for few day so i got to know someone named as Jane u all shld know no one will use their real name in IRC so we chatted for awhile exchanged pic n num to keep in touch so after the chat we sms n tok on phone n i got to know her real name was June i also forgot wat name i told her only until months den she know my real name as Sheryl..on 12/10/2000 A new born relationship started yes i know we only know for three days getting into r/s abit fast but when we were young we dun care that much at first i tot oh get into r/s liao den can we meet up??? ended up she say cannot i have been asking her y?? meet up so difficult meh?? she told me lots of reason n excuse but in the end i still say ok dun meet first until one fine day after 8 months of the r/s we meet up for the first time...first thing come to my mind was huh can meet up liao ar??? hmmmm abit gan chiong la den i say orh ok lo meet up den so we meet up at bishan i have been carrying her pic with me when i going to sch or anywhere in the end u all know wat??? hahaha the person in the pic was not her!!! ok as just now i mention we did exchange pic but i also din send her the real pic so we was like..erm oh so the pic wasn't you la?? so both of us ans the same thing~ya la the person in the pic not me~ after 8 months den know we actually missed someone we dunno at all sound abit stupid right??? hahaha..ok first time meet up was like how come i got to know such a ger??? which keep scolding me siao char bo n i used my hp to knock on her head funny joker la both of us we meet up for hours den she gonna meet her frenz liao so i say ok i go home first cuz that time i was staying over my aunt house which at toa pa yao cuz sch holiday la so just went over to stay...after first meet up there was second third time n so on la...so i always met her at bishan i found out one thing after meet up session for few time...which it when her frenz come i had to leave i find it odd so i kept to myself first after that i asked her eh how come yr frenz come i had to leave lei??? she told me this oh..cuz i dun want my frenz to know we in r/s some more they dunno i les..of cuz i will believe n understand it..so i told her oh..ok lo den next time she come i leave lo...there wont be forever good thing come la..so bad thing came one day..which i was with baby at bishan enjoying with one of her frenz which baby already told her that we are in a r/s so as i mention there was one of her frenz came i had to leave finally this ger find someone to find trouble with me..of cuz i wont be that timid to let ppl bully so i ask her wat u want??? she say i diao her den i say u nv see me how u know i diao u??? say something fresh la kao...she got nth to say n she say something nasty which i cant remember it liao...i tot we going to fight liao ended up also didnt i shout at her u dare u come la i stand here wait for u timid baby go home drink yr mother milk fuck off bitch!!! den she left so on after this thing happen i got to know actually she was in r/s with this so call frenz la still got thing happen after that but 8 years thing wanna say also not that easy to post everything up...
We go thru alot of thing n the r/s last 8 years 3 months..i really tot we going to last forever we even intend to get married in aust i know some ppl cant take it as wat we are...but we two not going to care how ppl look at us so wat we r les??? in this world there is alot of les n gay...some of them even get married...but as i say good thing wont be forever finally there was alot of betray n alot of shit la not only she betray me i did it back to her too..this r/s frm bad to worse which we gonna end this r/s she cant stand me i cant stand too so i finally say break up which i mean it that time ended up now i regretted le...ok baby i know my temper suck i know i had alot of shortcoming i know u bear with it for a very long time but this is me la i will try to change...i think u need to change too u shld know what i saying la...r/s ended den frenz ask me huh how come u two break up??? i tell them about it wat happened,frenz say this time real one ar??? i say yes cuz that time i really very fed up until i dun this r/s le...now i want it back of cuz wont be that easy la...baby we got so much memories can u really put down??? can u say u dun love me anymore frm the bottom of yr heart??? can u say u hate me??? i think you n i had the ans in our heart...
Baby I really do love u,I really hope we can hand in hand walk together to the finish line!!!!!!!! i want our world to be the most beautiful with alot of colour and we can live in happily without any problem actually i miss you staying with me n slp beside me when u dream still can bite my finger -__- I miss the way u lead me to a sweet world n let me feel the love frm u i know when i with u i no need to fear abt anything cuz u'll protect me too and i miss the way u dote me and care for me... Baby I Really Need You By My Side!!! Baby My Promise To You Is Always There!!! I Wont Take Back My Promise From You!!! Baby yr birthday coming i wish i was the one who celebrate with u can i??? haizzz
I'm S (ToFu)
