The days of missing you ♥

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I wont get any chance to take any photo with u again all i had was those photo left with me become our memories baby i haven take enough photo with u haven done alot of thing with u...Y i let go den i know wat's pain??? maybe i shldnt say it this way i dunno how to feel pain anymore i just feel so numb...baby each time i see all the memories i had my tears automatic roll down...i wish to tell myself all this untrue all this just a dream all i need to do wake up n everything gonna be normal back...i just trying to lie to myself...i know i cant accept the fact u had leave me alone behind i really wanna chase u back but i dun think i can...i lost all my confident i lost everything which i can do it well last time...i already trying to hide inside my world i told myself "Sheryl Those Who Love You Had All Gone Dun Face The World Outside Shall Stay In Yr Own World Until You Recover" i know i must learn to let go but seriously i lose this bid badly which i moved the wrong step which make me cant turn back anymore...I wish to start all over again baby can i have a chance frm u??? even this 2 month we nv contact or nv see each other my feeling din fade...God pls dun confiscate my happiness away pls dun take away all the person i loved the most u taken away more den enough le!!! i had left behide le...u wanna confiscate or take pls confiscate or take all my sadness n pain away!

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)
SLJ FOREVER!

You're all I ever wanted ;

Baby You Wont Know How Much I Miss You!

I Miss You!

Hope For Yr Return Soon

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

You're all I ever wanted ;

I Miss You

I miss you
I tot i'm strong ended up i'm weak
I cant live without you
I hope everything was untrue
I hope you're always there for me
I wish that u protect me like an angle
I dun want you to set me free
I dun want to be alone

I needed you when i fall

I cant go on anymore

I feel days just like years to pass

I want to be ok

I cry i hope your shoulder was there for me

Baby Chase Away All The Pain For Me!

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

You're all I ever wanted ;

I Cant Forget YOU

Until today baby still haven call i haven done any action yet cuz i dun feel like doing i know she didnt call she got her own reason but just dunno wat stupid reason she had again...baby i really miss you i really wondering when u going to come back to me again??? 2 months plus le nv heard frm u or see u i really dunno how r u doing y would i think of how u doing cuz i care...baby all the happiness n promises we said before where had it gone to??? i lost my way home again i fall again i feel the pain once again no one can know how suffering am i or how painful am i...baby can u bring me home again drag me out of the darkness with yr candle light??? i dun want to go back my past world which it grey n nth inside u drag me out before n tell me wat's love...where's our ever lasting love gone to??? where's my baby gone to?? i know wat is mine is mine but i wanna make u mine forever i wanna stay with u till the end...i wish that u would say u love me again u miss me again i wanna receive my birthday present frm u again i wanna receive anniversary surprise frm u again can i??? i wont forget how u say u love me i wont forget how u miss me i wont forget how u put in effort to give me surprise i wont forget anything abt me and you...birthday coming le i really hope to see u again n the kisses frm u was sweet each time cuz i can feel the kisses which telling me dear i love u soooooo much but ended up i din treasure i din cherish u...“Never say goodbye. Because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting.”

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

You're all I ever wanted ;

Haizzz...Pls Dun Force Me!

I waited for nearly a week but baby still haven called me at all i was praying,hoping,wondering that she would call me but i felt so disappointed that she doesn't call me..now i still waiting if she still doesn't call den wait for my vain goes crazy i shall wait for her downstair of her house if this happen baby sure say i dunno wanna do wat to her all this...but baby pls think of this u r just trying being stubborn when i ask u to call due to something which i dun even know from head to toe all the thing u handle it...now throw back to me thing pop out wrote u a letter to call den u choose not to bother i dunno y u always choose to be stubborn den when thing comes u goes crazy say y i treated u this way blah blah blah la...we together 8 years down the road everyday toward u like sunday cuz u nv change! Seriously i wont harm u if i want to i dun wait till now...those ppl u get into they r the devil around u trying to harm u when u treated them like angle thing start to change den u would run back to me ask me how settle for u all this...think abt it if those CB really treat u nice den i think u're blind i know i dun treat u that gd too but den i still play my part as wat i need to do n giving u my hand without a doubts...path is yours u choose it yourself no one can choose for u but once u choosen dun regret for it....baby baby pls believe that my heart is true n i swear i gonna be faithful!!! I Lup The You Baby! Hope that you return to my side! “Never say goodbye. Because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting.”

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

You're all I ever wanted ;

I'm Waiting

I waiting for her call now

Cant get to slp

Feeling blue

I miss her badly!

Praying Hard That She Would Call!!!

“Never say goodbye. Because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting.”

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

You're all I ever wanted ;

Feeling Blue

I Dun Want To Feel The Pain Anymore

The First Letter She Wrote To Me

Some Part Of The Gift That She Given To Me

All The Letter She Wrote To Me Last Time (Everyday One Letter)

Today she gonna receive the letter i posted to her feeling kind of ups n downs dunno wat to do...would she call me??? wondering~~ i very scare she din call me waiting for the call make ppl goes crazy n impatience abt it also very scare whatever i ask her she give me ambiguous reply cuz she always like that...but looking at the bright side thing might change n unpredictable???erm..i think i better dun think so much first when she called den tok abt it...Baby reading back those letter you wrote how much memories i had i remember one of the letter while i waiting for u to take O level chinese oral outside u was inside the class to write letter n dun want to think so much for the oral i was surprise that i'm more important den the O level...the first letter i received was becuz of some unhappy thing but i din know u would wrote a letter to me i remember when i got the letter after reading i wanna hold u tight n nv let u go again even i already make up my mind to break up with u...think back i really abit gong gong n silly i was touched wat u told me n wat u wrote to me,time fly real fast after that incident we loves each other deeper but this time round we cant be like last time le..whatever izzit i gonna wait for yr call den continue my post ba..“Never say goodbye. Because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting.”

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

(Remember this name that u given to me?)

You're all I ever wanted ;

I Felt So Gan Chiong!

I Love You Baby!

The Place I Wanna Bring You Go

Today Finally posted out the letter after fighting over the feeling i had decided to post it without hesitate it but after posting i feel so gan chiong abt it cuz i dunno how her reaction will she call me anot??? Baby i wrote the letter with my feeling even i dunno how to express feeling out for ppl to know but at least i try my best to let u feel how m i feeling recently....baby i hope after u read that letter u'll contact me n read my blog again...i know the percentage for u coming back to me is very low but i willing to wait n show u my sincere, num of frenz told me if u wanna come back no need to wait until now i dun need them to say i also know but i beg the god let me have the miracle PLS! i dun mind how much energy i gonna waste cuz all i know its worth it all the while i not going to care how ppl look at me or think abt me...i'm born to be like that n stubborn maybe u guys can say i dun want to face the fact n hiding but what the truth i know myself can le...baby i dun wish to regret again i believe i regretted more den enough i know i dun treasure thing i had after losing it den i lose the bid badly...we gone thur so much ups n downs before, u nv throw me alone like now neither do i...i fall real deep the scar is deep n pain i nv felt this way before when my others relationship failed, baby really just one last chance will do i proof everything to you i really changed i not going to be the last time Sheryl u know...Bi Pls Believe Me Once Again! everything i does now i only wish that u return to my side n stay with me nv throw me alone again...i dun want to have those feeling blue anymore i want we lead the life of happiness i promise i'll give u all the happiness u wanted for so long...June i really know how u felt last time...seem like u everyday praying that we last long n i change my temper toward u yr wish is granted n come true i know was too late but better den nv come true...baby i really cant live without you i need u in my life, my mind full of our memories which cant be deleted i wanna feel the happiness again frm you...really i dun mind the cost even really cost my life i willing to change it this is how much i love you...baby i wont play anymore really no more stunt frm me le i will guai guai all the way liao...i know this six month i nv done any action yet cuz i really dunno how to do n make u come back to me i thinking real hard n i come up with this was take a step at a time to woo u back start everything all over again...Trust Me One Last Time! Baby I'm True To You Forever! I LOVE YOU BABY! (12/10/00) I remember this forever! Today is our 8 years 10 months anniversary how i wish to celebrate with u again....HAIZ!“Never say goodbye. Because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting.”

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

You're all I ever wanted ;

Baby I Wish You Was Here!

I injury my hand i was hoping bi was here to take care of me but i only can day dreaming abt it...i written a letter wondering shld i post it out anot??? i got this feeling i shld post out but i also got another feeling i shldn't post out at all..i'm fighting between this two feeling which one shld i do it? i asked my own frenz shld i or shldnt i? some tell me i shld some tell me i shldnt...just follow my heart just follow the way u want it to be but the problem is i dun even know wat i want...my heart feel so confuse i'm thinking real hard wat shld i do...Gal i really dun want to say good bye i felt so painful after that day “Never say goodbye. Because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting.” baby i dun wish to forget abt anything i wanna remember everything forever but i also wish u not forgetting abt me..half a year we broke up i nv done anything at all this was the longest break up we had really broke our past record 3 month...baby how u want me to do??? tell me pls! My number nv change at all just becuz of u...i'm still counting on see when miracle comes that u would call me again!? if there was a chance really a chance i nv gonna let u go i would hold u tight n nv let go anymore! i decided i'll post out the letter to u i not going to think whether u bother to read anot n whatsoever...i nv try i nv know...if there still no reply frm u..i'll wait for u at yr house downstair i dun care how long i gonna wait...i really wanted u badly! frenz of my own stop telling me to turn str cuz i dun want to...gay or les have to take a very long time to turn str back anyway wasn't that easy to turn..imagine we'll always in r/s with the same gender n suddenly we changed to the opp gender??? we really feel kind of weird n we dunno how to face them...we also dunno how to handle the r/s for that moment! ask we to tell the another gender "i love you" we would find kind of shit n feel like vomiting the feeling is eeeeeeeeeeeee how can i say that out of no way!? but not all get this kind of feeling but i believe mostly ppl would think this way too! ppl can think we're just finding an excuse for not turning back or wat but pls u guys are not us u all can nv know how we ppl thinking n whatever!

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

You're all I ever wanted ;

Too Much Promises!

(I'm Alone Now!)

(All The Promises)

(The Last Ring But I Dun Have The Chance To Give June)

(All The Ring For Me&June)

Wat promises stand for??? izzit just to commit,cheat ppl feeling or whatsoever izzit??? i tried dun break promises to my another half but y they choose to break it every time??? i got too much promises to do i felt the tightness of breathing can i dun bother abt all the promises n let them go???

Baby i misses you badly

Baby i wanna hold u tight

Baby i'll make love to you

Baby make a wish i'll make it come true

Baby i wanna hug u thru the night

Baby i'm always here for you

Baby My Promises To You Is Forever!

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

You're all I ever wanted ;

Counting down for chalet!

Alright going to celebrate birthday on sept in chalet with most of the lie family dunno turn out great or bad??? seriously i dun feel really happy for the celebration of my birthday cuz i lose my beloved Mum & Gf (June) i felt so lonely i feel so empty ya alot of frenz gonna celebrate with me but i still dun feel real happy how i wish mum or june was here to celebrate my birthday again...this nv gonna come true anymore...baby i'll make love to you celebrate 8 years birthday with u this was the first year without u n second year without mum sometime i really hate myself soooooooooooo much y my beloved leaving me one by one when i needed them the most...the most important as long mum was here enough le even without gf i'm perfectly fine but lose the both of them wat can i do??? who can replace Baby??? the ans was no one for mum of cuz NO ONE can replace...ask me find new gf think so easy??? that fuck up i dun have the energy or the mood to find now..i really dunno wat's ger thinking i feel so suck to woo anyone now in my heart all i had was June! i missed mum n baby like dunno wat, hope mum can come back home once again n June can slp beside me soundly again but all just day dreaming...baby i really waiting for u to return i dun mind anything le if i can i use all my life to wait for u to be back...sometime i feel like writing u a letter n post it to your house but i dun dare plus i dun even know wat o write...baby i really hope u do read my blog...Dear God I'm Praying For My Baby June Hope Everything Was Fine For Her & She Always Smiling Leading A Happy Life Style :) Mummy Hope Whatever I Burn For You Enough To Use N Chanting You Can Make You Less Worries! Mummy Remember To Smile Everyday! :) I Love Mummy & Baby June!!!

Celebrated Celinie CHOO Birthday today hahaha get to smash her wahahahaha that fun...Celinie Happy Birthday to you & all wish come true faster get yourself a job so we can have lots of fun!

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

You're all I ever wanted ;