I injury my hand i was hoping bi was here to take care of me but i only can day dreaming abt it...i written a letter wondering shld i post it out anot??? i got this feeling i shld post out but i also got another feeling i shldn't post out at all..i'm fighting between this two feeling which one shld i do it? i asked my own frenz shld i or shldnt i? some tell me i shld some tell me i shldnt...just follow my heart just follow the way u want it to be but the problem is i dun even know wat i want...my heart feel so confuse i'm thinking real hard wat shld i do...Gal i really dun want to say good bye i felt so painful after that day “Never say goodbye. Because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting.” baby i dun wish to forget abt anything i wanna remember everything forever but i also wish u not forgetting abt me..half a year we broke up i nv done anything at all this was the longest break up we had really broke our past record 3 month...baby how u want me to do??? tell me pls! My number nv change at all just becuz of u...i'm still counting on see when miracle comes that u would call me again!? if there was a chance really a chance i nv gonna let u go i would hold u tight n nv let go anymore! i decided i'll post out the letter to u i not going to think whether u bother to read anot n whatsoever...i nv try i nv know...if there still no reply frm u..i'll wait for u at yr house downstair i dun care how long i gonna wait...i really wanted u badly! frenz of my own stop telling me to turn str cuz i dun want to...gay or les have to take a very long time to turn str back anyway wasn't that easy to turn..imagine we'll always in r/s with the same gender n suddenly we changed to the opp gender??? we really feel kind of weird n we dunno how to face them...we also dunno how to handle the r/s for that moment! ask we to tell the another gender "i love you" we would find kind of shit n feel like vomiting the feeling is eeeeeeeeeeeee how can i say that out of no way!? but not all get this kind of feeling but i believe mostly ppl would think this way too! ppl can think we're just finding an excuse for not turning back or wat but pls u guys are not us u all can nv know how we ppl thinking n whatever!I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)