Alright going to celebrate birthday on sept in chalet with most of the lie family dunno turn out great or bad??? seriously i dun feel really happy for the celebration of my birthday cuz i lose my beloved Mum & Gf (June) i felt so lonely i feel so empty ya alot of frenz gonna celebrate with me but i still dun feel real happy how i wish mum or june was here to celebrate my birthday again...this nv gonna come true anymore...baby i'll make love to you celebrate 8 years birthday with u this was the first year without u n second year without mum sometime i really hate myself soooooooooooo much y my beloved leaving me one by one when i needed them the most...the most important as long mum was here enough le even without gf i'm perfectly fine but lose the both of them wat can i do??? who can replace Baby??? the ans was no one for mum of cuz NO ONE can replace...ask me find new gf think so easy??? that fuck up i dun have the energy or the mood to find now..i really dunno wat's ger thinking i feel so suck to woo anyone now in my heart all i had was June! i missed mum n baby like dunno wat, hope mum can come back home once again n June can slp beside me soundly again but all just day dreaming...baby i really waiting for u to return i dun mind anything le if i can i use all my life to wait for u to be back...sometime i feel like writing u a letter n post it to your house but i dun dare plus i dun even know wat o write...baby i really hope u do read my blog...Dear God I'm Praying For My Baby June Hope Everything Was Fine For Her & She Always Smiling Leading A Happy Life Style :) Mummy Hope Whatever I Burn For You Enough To Use N Chanting You Can Make You Less Worries! Mummy Remember To Smile Everyday! :) I Love Mummy & Baby June!!!