I really tot of letting go but i din know was that hard for me to do so i regretted so much stuff but i cant do anything abt it i hate the feeling i had everyday i wish that i'm alright but frm the day i know something happened to you i'm not alright anymore...i was wondering wat really happen to u wat can i do for u??? izzit my fault to let go??? cuz if i din let go i was the one accompanying u no such thing would happen to you...y thing so serious when i dun even know a single thing abt it...i learn to stand up again without yr loves but i fall again when i knew that something happened to u my heart really flood with blood out non stop i cant stop the pain i cant stop anything...i really death no one can help me even god also cant! y my life need to have so much difficulty when den were it stop??!! i miss the past so much i wish to pull back no matter wat the price cost me even my life got to exchange it i willing to do so...i dunno whether do i still love u anot...cuz sometime i do sometime i dun i very confuse with feeling...where is the real sheryl??? can she come back to my empty shell??? i dun want to felt this way cuz i'll feel unhappy...june we been thur so much no matter thick or thin 8 years path road not much ppl can do it now a day...y u need to hate me so much??? when i did nth wrong...now i give u my heart but u throw it away when u given me yr heart i made my heart n yr heart as one is this fair??? u treat me in such a way....my heart really very numb n pain...i really wish all this is untrue...u can un-break my heart but the percentage was as low as dunno wat...whatever u does for me i really appreciate it n remembered forever i wont forget anything abt u & me...everyday i hope u was beside me again so i can use all my energy to take care of u...seriously i dun care wat happened to u i willing to take care of u...even u become the most ugliest woman is the world...i dun give a fuck or give a damn..is my choice i dun care how ppl look at me or say me...cuz i set my mind i wanna hold u n walk to the finish point of cuz i wont go b4 u cuz if i go liao who gonna take care of u who going to shower u with loves? who going to give u happiness?? but all this not going to happen liao...u wont be back again...i shld tell myself let go ba..everything suan le...but my heart really aching!!!!!
I'm S(Sheryl)
