EMO

Sorry!

2010-05-13T15:00:00.004+08:00

ฉันรักเธอมากกว่าชีวิตของฉันที่ฉันลาดเทเชื่อว่าตัวเองไม่ทราบเหตุผลที่คุณต้องการอยู่กับผมมากมายที่ทำให้ฉันเหนื่อยและเศร้ากับมัน ...คุณไม่รักฉันสบายดีด้วย มัน ...ฉันต้องการจะบอกฉันอยากดูแลคุณหลายหลายฉันไม่ดูแลผลสิ่งที่เป็นคุณรักหรือจะไม่ชอบผมก็ไม่สามารถดูแลและให้สิ่งที่ฉันสามารถสิ่งที่คุณให้กับฉันจริงๆทำให้ฉันทุกข์เช่นนรก ...อย่างจริงจังฉันเพียงต้องการให้คุณมีความสุขและฉันจะดีใจและยินดีกับมัน ...ลูกฉันขอโทษจริงๆที่ฉันเลือกที่จะเลิกกับคุณ เป็นฉันไม่สามารถนำ i ไม่ต้องการถือเพื่อชนิดเศร้า ..นี้ สุดท้ายผมจะรักคุณด้วยหัวใจของฉัน ขอบคุณสำหรับสองเดือนนี้ทำให้ฉันมีความสุขและความโศกเศร้า :)

Today....

2010-01-21T16:16:00.002+08:00

Just now went to coffee shop for lunch while i crossing the road i saw a back view first come across my mind was June i ask Jane u look at the back view like who she say June...i still remember her everything...but did she remember my thing one of it is more den enough i dun expect much...haiz...June again!!!

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

Bye 2009

2010-01-02T00:36:00.002+08:00

2009 Finally ended,i hope 2010 is a better year for me i know i have been suffering too much this two years i think is more den enough...i must admit i cant let go at all but doesn't mean i still love u or miss u sometime thing just pop out of yr mind without noticing it...ppl might think that i finding excuses for myself but that not true cuz feeling we cant control at all or even say i dun miss mean dun miss...now i know she is happier den last time when she with me n i know whatever she promise or said r just a lie...i didn't wanna believe anyone anymore i just wanna trust myself n believe myself i find that human is so scary...June u make me fall too deep liao but i dun blame or hate u cuz i find it pointless,but i can nv forget abt our story...cuz we only take a min to know a person but it take a life time to forget abt someone some more u r not nobody u r my ex this is the worst thing i encounter...within this 8 years plus i really believe nth can break us up i nv prepare for it...maybe i should say myself stupid or too naive that i believe there is forever! but for now 2010 is here liao i shld grow up somemore! i really dun wish to see u again cuz i dun wanna think back i wanna move on...the hurt u done i really cant take it but i shld say this i'm lucky enough to stay on without doing anything silly like those stupid ppl...June this is wat u always say to me (Fate Bring Us Together So We Are Meant To Be Togther) but i think shld be this way fate bring us together but we are not meant to be together...

I'm S(Sheryl Kwok)

Cant Wait!!!

2009-12-23T23:31:00.002+08:00

Cant wait to say BYE BYE to Damn 2009

Cant wait to see the karma that she going to have

Cant wait to have a new gf asap

Cant wait for tmr christmas eve

Cant wait to see wat going to happened on 2010

Cant wait to enjoy my life now

Cant wait for EVERYTHING LA!

I'm S(Sheryl Kwok)

For June

2009-11-21T18:29:00.002+08:00

If June You Have The Chance To See This Video Listen To The Song...I Love You!

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

2009-11-18T04:05:00.000+08:00

Baby remember the turtle??? when last time we msn u like it alots i saw it n suddenly u come across my mind that i miss u so much...no matter how long i ned to wait i willing to use all my time n wait...u always gonna be the one i love i cant nv forget how we spended our time when we together all the time..no matter happiness or sadness is all inside my mind...baby how r u now??? r u ok??? i hope i can see u again n let me know how r u...i'm wondering how to see u again without lettin u know...i know is hard but i still thinking real hard...baby baby baby i heart you!!!

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

Erm

2009-11-16T15:45:00.003+08:00

One month i din blog i think my blog going to rot one whole month happened alots of thing,the knot in my heart loosen abit i learn to let go i wont think so much liao after talking to Jolin mother i know i still need time to let go but at least i not crying anymore i dunno izzit i feel numb or i really dun cry liao...the knot in my heart actually really very suffering i dun want to break down i wanna move on...i wanna tell JUNE i can move on without you or anyone i'm learning to be alone whether in a r/s anot no longer important to me i feel so care free after i go thur thing all alone without commitment without hurt without thinking wat i can do or cant do...whatever i wanna do i just go ahead where i wanna go i just go ahead...dun need to worried how come u not back yet,no need to think erm u got lie to me anot,how's work for u anyone bully u,did u cheated behind my back n etc....now i got all the freedom myself ya without someone to care abt me but for me i think so wat??? without anyone caring i still have myself i grow up i know wat to do n wat i shldnt do....i care for myself is enough! those love love thing i think can just leave it a side i dun want to bother liao...waiting n missing u i'm still doing it cos feeling i cant control whatever wanna pop out i also dunno....i'm happy with my life now i wanna continue to move on for myself i wanna enjoy all the time i have...June if u really with him i willing to give u my blessing cos i really know whatever is mine mean mine is no den just let go...

I'm S(Sheryl Kwok)

For: June Cooler

2009-10-17T13:04:00.002+08:00

Better One!

From:Sheyl Warmer

For June Cooler

2009-10-15T19:22:00.003+08:00

Frm: Sheryl Warmer

Memories Of Love

2009-10-12T20:34:00.002+08:00

Today Is 12/10/09 our 9 years anniversary! how nice if we still together??? first time anniversary without you i hope thing was untrue but i cant change the fact u forever gone u wont be back in my life again...the hurt u cause is really tooooooo painful for me to take it...i really wanna let go but i cant do it cuz really very hard for me to do!!! baby can u just come back to me??? i'm lost without u i dunno wat to do now!!! my heart is true toward YOU! I LOVE U SOOOOOOO DEEPLY!

I'm S(Warmer)

I'm Waiting!

Birthday Celecbration

2009-10-07T04:00:00.004+08:00

Almost All Lie Family

Ok firstly thanks everyone for the cake and gift,happy thing i make it short la cuz i dunno how to share...1st oct went to play had fun over there but i saw a CB there which make me so dulan feel like punching the wall...saw someone i had a little feeling toward her de..*GRINS*but din get her number cuz i haven forget abt June i shldnt start to know ger or even wooing anyone...cuz i know is unfair to others n the one with me sure suffer...2nd oct the actual day had buffet at my house outside surprise to see cake again my feeling was like huh cake ar later i die liao so everyone say no la this time round nv smash cake on u liao but that stupid wei qi make cream on my face...*Faint* but ok la one year once only,so after birthday song i blow the candles n had to made a wish i hesitated for awhile cuz i dunno wat to wish for, after 1 to 2 min this pop out to mind...i wish mummy is fine n i hope june recover asap....i know i'm silly y i still wish for june but i just dunno y...so after everything packed up went MJ session won a little bit la...Mummy & Baby i hope u two was around to celebrate my birthday but i must be dreaming la..cuz is impossible...anyway counting down now still got 5 more days to our 9 years anniversary i very scare!!! cuz i dun dare to face it...i pray hard for myself hope i dun tears with sadness...ok that all for today post..

I'm S(Sheryl Kwok)

Willing

2009-09-24T16:10:00.002+08:00

Baby i willing to use my whole life to show how much i love u...i got too much to say n tell...no matter how long after our r/s ended my heart still beats with yr heart as one...my temper had change but only toward u not others i willing to show u care n concern with my whole life willing to shower you with my loves forever...i not going to change of heart...If one day i really go in to new relationship but my heart will still have you...baby baby baby I LOVE YOU!!! even now i trying to let go n live on everyday but that doesnt mean i gonna forget u..cuz i can never change the truth n fact in life...

I'm S(Warmer Kwok)

Heartache

2009-09-18T13:48:00.002+08:00

I really tot of letting go but i din know was that hard for me to do so i regretted so much stuff but i cant do anything abt it i hate the feeling i had everyday i wish that i'm alright but frm the day i know something happened to you i'm not alright anymore...i was wondering wat really happen to u wat can i do for u??? izzit my fault to let go??? cuz if i din let go i was the one accompanying u no such thing would happen to you...y thing so serious when i dun even know a single thing abt it...i learn to stand up again without yr loves but i fall again when i knew that something happened to u my heart really flood with blood out non stop i cant stop the pain i cant stop anything...i really death no one can help me even god also cant! y my life need to have so much difficulty when den were it stop??!! i miss the past so much i wish to pull back no matter wat the price cost me even my life got to exchange it i willing to do so...i dunno whether do i still love u anot...cuz sometime i do sometime i dun i very confuse with feeling...where is the real sheryl??? can she come back to my empty shell??? i dun want to felt this way cuz i'll feel unhappy...june we been thur so much no matter thick or thin 8 years path road not much ppl can do it now a day...y u need to hate me so much??? when i did nth wrong...now i give u my heart but u throw it away when u given me yr heart i made my heart n yr heart as one is this fair??? u treat me in such a way....my heart really very numb n pain...i really wish all this is untrue...u can un-break my heart but the percentage was as low as dunno wat...whatever u does for me i really appreciate it n remembered forever i wont forget anything abt u & me...everyday i hope u was beside me again so i can use all my energy to take care of u...seriously i dun care wat happened to u i willing to take care of u...even u become the most ugliest woman is the world...i dun give a fuck or give a damn..is my choice i dun care how ppl look at me or say me...cuz i set my mind i wanna hold u n walk to the finish point of cuz i wont go b4 u cuz if i go liao who gonna take care of u who going to shower u with loves? who going to give u happiness?? but all this not going to happen liao...u wont be back again...i shld tell myself let go ba..everything suan le...but my heart really aching!!!!!

I'm S(Sheryl)

2009-09-16T05:12:00.003+08:00

Celinie's here again to help Sheryl to update her blog ! Hehes. Photo of me and her ! Just now went Bukit Gombak but the clinic was close. Train back to JurongPoint to meet Huichi & Shirley. Went to Bakerzin to have some cheesecake while waiting for Weiqi to reach. Accompang Qi to buy slipper and walk around. Bus to Weiqi's house for mahjong session. Sian. I lose 30 dollar. So sway lah. Sheryl & Weiqi win. Hehe. Later meeting Sheryl in the morning. We not gonna sleep for the whole day together lea. Update for you again soon :D Love you deep deep hors.

Today Is The Last Post For Me & Her

2009-09-10T01:18:00.002+08:00

Today i went to her house to pass her something that i make i ask Thomas to act as the delivery man den June was very angry that she receive the present frm me she say this that "si fei de" send one nvm i wont blame her for anything cuz i know she hate me n scare of me so nth i can do but when Thomas came down he told me this hey June on wheel chair lei i was so SHOCKED!!!??? how come she on wheel chair??? we keep guessing but how ever we guess also no use la cuz the truth only they know we outsider wont know anything anyway also none of my business liao...she so heartless wat is the point i still carry on to care for wat??? i not that kind of ppl got nth to better to do...but seriously i do feel happy n sad she on wheel chair y i feel happy cuz i think she really deserve it cuz she lie n cheated too much so i say this wat human doing god can see...y i feel sad cuz no matter wat also together 8 years before n she was someone i loved the most too...but now i start to give up liao so nth gonna bother me le i shld lead myself to my happy life n enjoy myself dun want to know anything abt her anymore...whatever izzit she die is her business nth got to do with me ...just she dun come find me can liao cuz i dun wanna get soft hearted or help out her anymore...whatever i done is enough le i dun want to get hurt the second time...frm today onward brand new Sheryl coming out liao...just gonna forget June den my life really can enjoy liao...seriously when i heard she on wheel chair i dun feel that heartache maybe feeling already fade just that when i did nth i dunno until i do action again den i know the true feeling again...i dun even drop a tears for her when i heard the news i dunno how m i feeling i only know everything gonna end today i wont miss,bother,care,concern,understand,love n so on to June anymore...

June Here A Small Msg For You

I dunno u got view my blog anot i just wanna say it here...frm today onward u're nobody to me if one day i really got a chance to see u outside when u recover i treat it i dunno u...now u die or got problem i wont lend u my hand anymore can say i wont lend u single thing...i dun really need u i doing all this to pull back the relationship cuz i dun want regret n i dun want to feel wasted 8 years time...see u dun even appreciate it what i had done for u even now or last time den forget it...i wont even put a damn on it anymore...u go on with yr life i go my life we wont be together anymore den i also giving up le..den just sua ba even i really feel bu gan yuan but i also cant do anything plus u r on the wheel chair ask me to scold u or wat ppl will only say i bully u or heartless anyway i not that kind f ppl la...so i just treat it i unlucky ba...let be it whatever izzit...just that i feel abit pity someone which stand 1.7m tall ended up gonna sit on wheel chair even i dunno is temporary or forever but really a waste ba...aiya also none of my business ar June sure think it this way de...so i better shut up n end here...

I'm S( Sheryl Warmer)

Sadded

2009-08-28T18:41:00.002+08:00

I wont get any chance to take any photo with u again all i had was those photo left with me become our memories baby i haven take enough photo with u haven done alot of thing with u...Y i let go den i know wat's pain??? maybe i shldnt say it this way i dunno how to feel pain anymore i just feel so numb...baby each time i see all the memories i had my tears automatic roll down...i wish to tell myself all this untrue all this just a dream all i need to do wake up n everything gonna be normal back...i just trying to lie to myself...i know i cant accept the fact u had leave me alone behind i really wanna chase u back but i dun think i can...i lost all my confident i lost everything which i can do it well last time...i already trying to hide inside my world i told myself "Sheryl Those Who Love You Had All Gone Dun Face The World Outside Shall Stay In Yr Own World Until You Recover" i know i must learn to let go but seriously i lose this bid badly which i moved the wrong step which make me cant turn back anymore...I wish to start all over again baby can i have a chance frm u??? even this 2 month we nv contact or nv see each other my feeling din fade...God pls dun confiscate my happiness away pls dun take away all the person i loved the most u taken away more den enough le!!! i had left behide le...u wanna confiscate or take pls confiscate or take all my sadness n pain away!

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)
SLJ FOREVER!

Baby You Wont Know How Much I Miss You!

2009-08-27T14:28:00.001+08:00

I Miss You!

Hope For Yr Return Soon

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

I Miss You

2009-08-25T13:24:00.004+08:00

I miss you
I tot i'm strong ended up i'm weak
I cant live without you
I hope everything was untrue
I hope you're always there for me
I wish that u protect me like an angle
I dun want you to set me free
I dun want to be alone

I needed you when i fall

I cant go on anymore

I feel days just like years to pass

I want to be ok

I cry i hope your shoulder was there for me

Baby Chase Away All The Pain For Me!

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

I Cant Forget YOU

2009-08-24T16:08:00.002+08:00

Until today baby still haven call i haven done any action yet cuz i dun feel like doing i know she didnt call she got her own reason but just dunno wat stupid reason she had again...baby i really miss you i really wondering when u going to come back to me again??? 2 months plus le nv heard frm u or see u i really dunno how r u doing y would i think of how u doing cuz i care...baby all the happiness n promises we said before where had it gone to??? i lost my way home again i fall again i feel the pain once again no one can know how suffering am i or how painful am i...baby can u bring me home again drag me out of the darkness with yr candle light??? i dun want to go back my past world which it grey n nth inside u drag me out before n tell me wat's love...where's our ever lasting love gone to??? where's my baby gone to?? i know wat is mine is mine but i wanna make u mine forever i wanna stay with u till the end...i wish that u would say u love me again u miss me again i wanna receive my birthday present frm u again i wanna receive anniversary surprise frm u again can i??? i wont forget how u say u love me i wont forget how u miss me i wont forget how u put in effort to give me surprise i wont forget anything abt me and you...birthday coming le i really hope to see u again n the kisses frm u was sweet each time cuz i can feel the kisses which telling me dear i love u soooooo much but ended up i din treasure i din cherish u...“Never say goodbye. Because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting.”

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

Haizzz...Pls Dun Force Me!

2009-08-19T10:48:00.003+08:00

I waited for nearly a week but baby still haven called me at all i was praying,hoping,wondering that she would call me but i felt so disappointed that she doesn't call me..now i still waiting if she still doesn't call den wait for my vain goes crazy i shall wait for her downstair of her house if this happen baby sure say i dunno wanna do wat to her all this...but baby pls think of this u r just trying being stubborn when i ask u to call due to something which i dun even know from head to toe all the thing u handle it...now throw back to me thing pop out wrote u a letter to call den u choose not to bother i dunno y u always choose to be stubborn den when thing comes u goes crazy say y i treated u this way blah blah blah la...we together 8 years down the road everyday toward u like sunday cuz u nv change! Seriously i wont harm u if i want to i dun wait till now...those ppl u get into they r the devil around u trying to harm u when u treated them like angle thing start to change den u would run back to me ask me how settle for u all this...think abt it if those CB really treat u nice den i think u're blind i know i dun treat u that gd too but den i still play my part as wat i need to do n giving u my hand without a doubts...path is yours u choose it yourself no one can choose for u but once u choosen dun regret for it....baby baby pls believe that my heart is true n i swear i gonna be faithful!!! I Lup The You Baby! Hope that you return to my side! “Never say goodbye. Because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting.”

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

I'm Waiting

2009-08-14T12:57:00.003+08:00

I waiting for her call now

Cant get to slp

Feeling blue

I miss her badly!

Praying Hard That She Would Call!!!

“Never say goodbye. Because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting.”

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

Feeling Blue

2009-08-13T10:16:00.003+08:00

I Dun Want To Feel The Pain Anymore

The First Letter She Wrote To Me

Some Part Of The Gift That She Given To Me

All The Letter She Wrote To Me Last Time (Everyday One Letter)

Today she gonna receive the letter i posted to her feeling kind of ups n downs dunno wat to do...would she call me??? wondering~~ i very scare she din call me waiting for the call make ppl goes crazy n impatience abt it also very scare whatever i ask her she give me ambiguous reply cuz she always like that...but looking at the bright side thing might change n unpredictable???erm..i think i better dun think so much first when she called den tok abt it...Baby reading back those letter you wrote how much memories i had i remember one of the letter while i waiting for u to take O level chinese oral outside u was inside the class to write letter n dun want to think so much for the oral i was surprise that i'm more important den the O level...the first letter i received was becuz of some unhappy thing but i din know u would wrote a letter to me i remember when i got the letter after reading i wanna hold u tight n nv let u go again even i already make up my mind to break up with u...think back i really abit gong gong n silly i was touched wat u told me n wat u wrote to me,time fly real fast after that incident we loves each other deeper but this time round we cant be like last time le..whatever izzit i gonna wait for yr call den continue my post ba..“Never say goodbye. Because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting.”

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

(Remember this name that u given to me?)

I Felt So Gan Chiong!

2009-08-12T13:25:00.004+08:00

I Love You Baby!
The Place I Wanna Bring You Go

Today Finally posted out the letter after fighting over the feeling i had decided to post it without hesitate it but after posting i feel so gan chiong abt it cuz i dunno how her reaction will she call me anot??? Baby i wrote the letter with my feeling even i dunno how to express feeling out for ppl to know but at least i try my best to let u feel how m i feeling recently....baby i hope after u read that letter u'll contact me n read my blog again...i know the percentage for u coming back to me is very low but i willing to wait n show u my sincere, num of frenz told me if u wanna come back no need to wait until now i dun need them to say i also know but i beg the god let me have the miracle PLS! i dun mind how much energy i gonna waste cuz all i know its worth it all the while i not going to care how ppl look at me or think abt me...i'm born to be like that n stubborn maybe u guys can say i dun want to face the fact n hiding but what the truth i know myself can le...baby i dun wish to regret again i believe i regretted more den enough i know i dun treasure thing i had after losing it den i lose the bid badly...we gone thur so much ups n downs before, u nv throw me alone like now neither do i...i fall real deep the scar is deep n pain i nv felt this way before when my others relationship failed, baby really just one last chance will do i proof everything to you i really changed i not going to be the last time Sheryl u know...Bi Pls Believe Me Once Again! everything i does now i only wish that u return to my side n stay with me nv throw me alone again...i dun want to have those feeling blue anymore i want we lead the life of happiness i promise i'll give u all the happiness u wanted for so long...June i really know how u felt last time...seem like u everyday praying that we last long n i change my temper toward u yr wish is granted n come true i know was too late but better den nv come true...baby i really cant live without you i need u in my life, my mind full of our memories which cant be deleted i wanna feel the happiness again frm you...really i dun mind the cost even really cost my life i willing to change it this is how much i love you...baby i wont play anymore really no more stunt frm me le i will guai guai all the way liao...i know this six month i nv done any action yet cuz i really dunno how to do n make u come back to me i thinking real hard n i come up with this was take a step at a time to woo u back start everything all over again...Trust Me One Last Time! Baby I'm True To You Forever! I LOVE YOU BABY! (12/10/00) I remember this forever! Today is our 8 years 10 months anniversary how i wish to celebrate with u again....HAIZ!“Never say goodbye. Because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting.”

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

Baby I Wish You Was Here!

2009-08-08T09:35:00.005+08:00

I injury my hand i was hoping bi was here to take care of me but i only can day dreaming abt it...i written a letter wondering shld i post it out anot??? i got this feeling i shld post out but i also got another feeling i shldn't post out at all..i'm fighting between this two feeling which one shld i do it? i asked my own frenz shld i or shldnt i? some tell me i shld some tell me i shldnt...just follow my heart just follow the way u want it to be but the problem is i dun even know wat i want...my heart feel so confuse i'm thinking real hard wat shld i do...Gal i really dun want to say good bye i felt so painful after that day “Never say goodbye. Because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting.” baby i dun wish to forget abt anything i wanna remember everything forever but i also wish u not forgetting abt me..half a year we broke up i nv done anything at all this was the longest break up we had really broke our past record 3 month...baby how u want me to do??? tell me pls! My number nv change at all just becuz of u...i'm still counting on see when miracle comes that u would call me again!? if there was a chance really a chance i nv gonna let u go i would hold u tight n nv let go anymore! i decided i'll post out the letter to u i not going to think whether u bother to read anot n whatsoever...i nv try i nv know...if there still no reply frm u..i'll wait for u at yr house downstair i dun care how long i gonna wait...i really wanted u badly! frenz of my own stop telling me to turn str cuz i dun want to...gay or les have to take a very long time to turn str back anyway wasn't that easy to turn..imagine we'll always in r/s with the same gender n suddenly we changed to the opp gender??? we really feel kind of weird n we dunno how to face them...we also dunno how to handle the r/s for that moment! ask we to tell the another gender "i love you" we would find kind of shit n feel like vomiting the feeling is eeeeeeeeeeeee how can i say that out of no way!? but not all get this kind of feeling but i believe mostly ppl would think this way too! ppl can think we're just finding an excuse for not turning back or wat but pls u guys are not us u all can nv know how we ppl thinking n whatever!

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

Too Much Promises!

2009-08-04T09:16:00.003+08:00

(I'm Alone Now!)
(All The Promises)

(The Last Ring But I Dun Have The Chance To Give June)

(All The Ring For Me&June)

Wat promises stand for??? izzit just to commit,cheat ppl feeling or whatsoever izzit??? i tried dun break promises to my another half but y they choose to break it every time??? i got too much promises to do i felt the tightness of breathing can i dun bother abt all the promises n let them go???

Baby i misses you badly

Baby i wanna hold u tight

Baby i'll make love to you

Baby make a wish i'll make it come true

Baby i wanna hug u thru the night

Baby i'm always here for you

Baby My Promises To You Is Forever!

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

Counting down for chalet!

2009-08-03T05:46:00.003+08:00

Alright going to celebrate birthday on sept in chalet with most of the lie family dunno turn out great or bad??? seriously i dun feel really happy for the celebration of my birthday cuz i lose my beloved Mum & Gf (June) i felt so lonely i feel so empty ya alot of frenz gonna celebrate with me but i still dun feel real happy how i wish mum or june was here to celebrate my birthday again...this nv gonna come true anymore...baby i'll make love to you celebrate 8 years birthday with u this was the first year without u n second year without mum sometime i really hate myself soooooooooooo much y my beloved leaving me one by one when i needed them the most...the most important as long mum was here enough le even without gf i'm perfectly fine but lose the both of them wat can i do??? who can replace Baby??? the ans was no one for mum of cuz NO ONE can replace...ask me find new gf think so easy??? that fuck up i dun have the energy or the mood to find now..i really dunno wat's ger thinking i feel so suck to woo anyone now in my heart all i had was June! i missed mum n baby like dunno wat, hope mum can come back home once again n June can slp beside me soundly again but all just day dreaming...baby i really waiting for u to return i dun mind anything le if i can i use all my life to wait for u to be back...sometime i feel like writing u a letter n post it to your house but i dun dare plus i dun even know wat o write...baby i really hope u do read my blog...Dear God I'm Praying For My Baby June Hope Everything Was Fine For Her & She Always Smiling Leading A Happy Life Style :) Mummy Hope Whatever I Burn For You Enough To Use N Chanting You Can Make You Less Worries! Mummy Remember To Smile Everyday! :) I Love Mummy & Baby June!!!

Celebrated Celinie CHOO Birthday today hahaha get to smash her wahahahaha that fun...Celinie Happy Birthday to you & all wish come true faster get yourself a job so we can have lots of fun!

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

June baby

2009-07-25T07:29:00.002+08:00

I miss u x12345069509
I wish u was here!
I Love You!!!

2009-07-17T09:49:00.003+08:00

June Baby Inject Me With Your Loves Again & I'm All Yours
June Baby Protect Me Like The Way You Used Too
June Baby I Thirst For Your Sweetest Romance
June Baby I Need You More Den My Life
June Baby Inject Me With Your Medicine & Cure Me
June Baby Take Away The Pain Frm Me

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

I Cant Stop Myself Frm Missing You!

2009-07-15T13:32:00.003+08:00

Awww..I miss baby soooo much!!!!!

Feeling:!@#$%$^&*

How???????

Aiya also dunno wat can i do...

Fuck up feeling i had

HELP!

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

(Promises In The Dark)

Back frm chalet

2009-07-15T00:28:00.002+08:00

Back frm chalet did enjoy over there take alot of photo played some stuff which i use to dun dare to play..not that scary la...sorry happy thing i really dunno how to share...

Ok when in the chalet i flash back alot of memories with baby n i wat used to happened there we celebrated birthday over there sweet thing or small little thing June i know even no matter how i miss u,u wont be with me again but i really hope for yr return i sure hold u tight nv let go again wish to go back to the past share everything with u....June wo hou hui le dan yi jin lai bu ji le...dui bu qi wo mei you hao hao de zhen xi ni wo zhi dao quan bu shi wo de cuo zhen de hen xi wang ni neng gei wo yi ci ji hui hao hao de qu ai ni...qing xiang xin wo de xin zhen de ai ni! wo xiang he ni yi qi hui dao guo qu na xie kuai le de ri zi li neng gou ma???

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

I Wish To Go Back!

2009-07-09T18:51:00.004+08:00

I wish to go back to the past

Can i?

Baby i miss u everyday

I REGRETTED!

I'm sorry!

I LOVE YOU!

I'll always remember the date

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

2009-07-08T21:56:00.005+08:00

Baby i missing u now

Hope to give u this kind of special roses

Baby Chia I Love You

Waiting for you to be back with me again

Izzit possible???

I'm S(Sheryl Warmer)

Tired!

2009-07-08T17:36:00.002+08:00

Today changed my com table cuz my old com table drop down wow lau eh wanna die man clean up everything n pack everything...now finally clean liao!!! but ended up i so tired maybe becuz i'm unwell ba easily got tired...today awake wow kaoz my voice so man sia...hahaha..den saw jolin sms n sms with her awhile told her abt my voice she reply say isn't great??? that my voice so man,Sheryl soooo man! kns la hor jolin next time yr turn den i shall sour u too...hmmm...now missing the past when i'm sick alot of thing i no need to do...mum around were tabao or cook give me eat June sure buy some med to cure me den do everything for me i like a prince lying there no need to move de...at night keep coughing June sure pat my back for me to let me slp soundly now knn everything also dun have liao!!! wat the toot lei...when i have it i always dun treasure abt it when i lose it den i come regret...SHERYL Cant u learn yr lesson??? WAKE UP LA! if i didnt move the wrong step i wont need to suffer like this...MUMMY & JUNE I LOVE THE TWO OF U N REGRET NV TREASURE U TWO!!! but everything too late le! i'm sorry!

I'm S(Sheryl Kwok)

I'm Damn Sick

2009-07-08T00:55:00.002+08:00

So Sick

My throat Is Burning

Whole Body Feel So Hot

Keep Coughing Like Nobody Business

$%^&*^*^*%^&&%$$^^$%&$

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AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!

Can I Recover Faster?!

I'm S(Sheryl Kwok)

New Names!!

2009-07-07T23:53:00.002+08:00

New Name Is Up: Smart Sng,Shopping Ong,Clubbing Wong,Lazy Choo,Changi Choo,Smoking Chong,Pua Stunt Lee,Sum Pak Ang,Dota Lok,Crazy Sim,Kum Piak Tan,High Pitch Pay,Merah Chia...Guys U all Shall Go See Yourself Who Is Who...Hahaha ( Must Thanks To Smart & Crazy)

I'm S(Smart Sng)

Miss

2009-07-07T15:31:00.004+08:00

I Miss You

Arrggghh

Damn it

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Wat can i do???

The ans is NOTHING!

I'm S(Sourtie)

<3 June

2009-07-06T01:34:00.002+08:00

A song for my blog is up...i like this song so much cuz i find it meaningful..June my heart is beating with u!!! u wont be alone i'm always here for u...i believe we'll met again...I LOVE YOU!!! I'm Waiting For You To Come Back To Me!!!

Dear god

I know that she's out there The one I'm suppose to share my whole life with And in time You'll show her to me Will you take care of her,comfort her,and protect her Until that day we meet And let her know My heart...is beating with hers In a dream I hold you close Embracing you with my hands You gazed at me with eyes full of love And made me understand That I was meant to share it with you My heart,my mind,my soul Then I open my eyes And all I see reality shows I'm alone But I know someday that you'll be by my side Cause I know god's just waiting till the time is right God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm When the day's cold will you keep her warm When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way God will you let her know that I love her so When there's no one there that she's not alone Just close her eyes and let her know My heart is beating with hers So I prayed until that day When our hearts will beat as one I will wait so patiently For that day to come I know someday that you'll be by my side Is beating with hers My heart is beating with hers

I'm S(Sourtie)

Random

2009-07-04T01:47:00.002+08:00

today went to town with vicky,amanda,joe ee n thomas ok longtime din saw amanda liao..so manda i miss u eh! hahaha...manda they all really siao abt taking photo oh god they took pic with my hp until my ph low bad see how powerful they r man..scary ger~~~ hahaha(just kidding) went to brought a special t-shirt for 50 buck hmmm...abit ex la but ok la i like it can liao...after everything cab back den went up to celinie house hahaha now mahjong-ing but m luck really bad so i stop n ask jolin to play for me so now staring at the com do bird must well come blog something...

hmmm...today when taking train actually feeling like shit *hgjkfhggmkfngfng* $%^&%^^*@#$ y i still miss her aiya everywhere i go i sure tot of her together 8 years where got place nv go b4 lei??? June ar June ar I wish to stop missing u n start to hate u..but i dunno y i cant hate u maybe i cant find any reason to hate u ba..arrrggghhhhh..i going crazy if thing doesnt change...hmmm i really do love u too deeply until i'm blind by everything..ok i admit here i fall for someone liao but den i dun think i can hook her cuz i find it hard some more my heart got June...den i still waiting for her to come back i know i wait is like wasting my time only cuz she nv come back again de..but my heart really feel like waiting so i just follow my heart feeling..seriously i also dunno wat am i typing abt..hahaha..aiya anyhow la..

I'm S(Sourtie)

I <3 June

2009-07-03T14:35:00.004+08:00

I Feel So Down

I Freaking Miss You!

My Heart Is Beating With You!

Waitng For You To Be Back Again

Will You???

I Really Cant Forget You

I Really Need You!!!

Everyone Pray For Me!!!

I Want To Share My Whole Life With You!

Miss The Fun & Joy With You!

Baby I Really Cross My Heart

I LOVE JUNE CHIA HAN HAN!!!

I'm S(Yr Sourtie)

I....

2009-06-26T14:03:00.008+08:00

I'm Not Ok...

I Missing You Badly

I Want You Right Now

I Need You

I'm Fading Away Without You

I Feel So Empty Now

I Feel Nothing Now

I Cant Get Use To It Without You

I Hope To Hear The Phone Rang & Saw The Name Appear On My Phone Was Dear Calling

I Hope Thing Can Change

I Hope You're With Me Now

I Hope To Hug You To Slp

I Hope You Brought Dinner Back & Eat Together

I Hope To Bring You Everywhere I Go

I Haven Take Enough Picture With You

I Wanna Grow Old With You

I Wanna Go Oversea With You

I Hope To Relax With You

I Wanna Enjoy Every Moment With You

I Hope To Spending My Every Sec,Min,Hours With You

I Hope To See You Everyday

I Wanna Hold You All The Way To The Finish Point

I'll Always Be There For You

June Chia Han Han I LOVE YOU!!!

I'm S(Yr Sourtie)

我爱她!!

2009-06-24T15:45:00.004+08:00

我很想爱她 (I Can't)

我很想把她留下 ( I Can't)

我很想说我的心里话 ( I Can't)

我很想深爱她 ( I Can't)

这是每个人都知道啊

But Everything Its Just Too Late!!!

My Wound Going To Take A Long Time To Recover!

2009-06-24T11:55:00.005+08:00

22nd June 2009 I'll always remember this date in my heart i wont forget i'll always remind myself of this date i putted a new tattoo on my leg with this date too...i got alot of date to remember..i can feel the pain of the tattoo so the impact not really as big as my beloved mum passed away cuz when that time i put tattoo i dun feel the pain at all..i dunno y all those ppl love me so much leaving one by one which make me cant take it anymore i feel like myself is fading away when everyday goes by...i really cant feel myself anymore i feel like leaving this world so i dun need to face anything frm 2005 loves one leave one by one until now...2005 uncle passed away, 2007 grandpa passed away, 2008 mum passed away,2008 Aug Jamie Left me which i tot i can get a new start,2009 June Left me alone n forever dun contact liao...if so many ppl wanna leave me must as well i leave first at least i dun feel the pain anymore...I really sick of ppl leaving me one by one y not for those ppl wanna leave me leave all together so i wont need to suffer...i may look strong n i can take it but in fact is i CANT i keep dragging myself to live on each day i may do enjoy the moment with frenz all this but in my heart i already dunno when is my true laughter n true happy feeling..i dun wish to break down cuz i know i got thing need to do i still need to pray my mother all this even now i'm alone i also trying to get use to it...June i know we cant be together anymore i wont get to see u too i wont know how r u all this le...i'm not tat heartless like u..do u know that u r just like the last time me??? actually being heartless ppl dun really feel the pain is u yourself feel the pain..i being heartless B4 i know how it feel..i can dun even want kinship i can tell anyone u die is yr business morever is none of my business i can even say myself not fit to be a human at all last time...after thing happened i really change i can nv be as mean as last time...i also cant be nasty like last time i know last time how i treat u was my fault June u have right to hate me n treat me heartless cuz when i finally wake up n know actually i cant treat u this way cuz u r someone i love but ended up its too late i do admit ppl lose it den wake up n regretted which was nv can be mend anymore..so those ppl if u all still got the chance grad it dun let it fly away if not regretted the chance also wont come back again...

June,

I'm here to wish u happy birthday this year i wont be the one celebrate with u i hope u going to celebrate with the person u love n yr family i had already passed to u the present hope when u read the letter i wrote u know how i feel seriously i'm really sorry i know this sorry cant mean much to u le..i learning to let go my wound is forever there if there was a chance one day i wanna tell this now...My door forever open for u n i will always miss u n remember the way u dote me n the way u care of cuz those sweet feeling..i really wish to tell everyone i'm ok but i really not ok i dunno when u going to read my blog again but i'll just type in whatever n one day u can see it again...the num u used it b4 i wont change it so if one day u wanna find me there is still a way for u to find me...i'm always yr chubby chubby hubby hubby! I willing to wait for u to be back..if anyone dare to bully u or find u trouble i will always be there so u can just call me up no matter wat i will try all my best to help u..

Happy Bithday To You

Happy Birthday To You

Happy Birthday To June

Happy Birthday To You

I, I don't know why I miss you so much Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch You, you left me feeling high and dry With nothing, nothing but the queston why Yeah you, I guess you had another direction And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection If you call me today I'll say that I'm fine But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voiceIt's just a lie You knew what you had You still walked away leaving me in this mess My love for you is deep and meaningless You, you knew what you were doing to me And I, I guess I was too blind to see Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad But I'd do it again to relive what we had(Damn that's sad)There are many things left to remind me Of a love that I just can't leave behind me My love for you is deep and meaningless

I'm S(Sheryl)

2009-06-23T00:55:00.003+08:00

Celinie here again :D

Today went Orchard with you. And the first time i saw you become like that. You must stay strong okay. Cannot let everything bring you down okay.

2009-06-18T17:06:00.002+08:00

Hoho, I hack into Sheryl blogger :D

Celinie here to ask you cheer up man !!!! Dont emo or sad okay. Everyday you have to enjoy. Dont fill with sadness. Fill with all the joy man !!! Still have us to pei you all the way okay. You have to enjoy with us together lorr. Overseas, Chalet, Mahjong and Poker together soon okay :D CHEERS UP LARRR. LOVES & MISSES :D

Gutless

2009-06-17T04:16:00.003+08:00

I'm gutless to told u everything i dun dare to do anything too..i feel so blank now a days hardly get to slp been thinking of wat wrong with us?? wat really happened between us???Last few day u gone missing again.. U wont get tired of doing this again??? but i'm glad that i finally know i changed cuz last time u goes missing i'll get crazy n damn fucking angry but this time round i dun feel the same anymore i just treat it that u wanna goes missing den go ahead cuz i'm nobody to stop u one fine day u'll return call ..waited until today i finally got yr reply ended up told me u did sms me that u going Malaysia ended up i din receive it at all..but i already told u b4 any important thing call me up n tell me dun sms..but u always trying to be stubborn dun want to do the right thing at the right time...seriously i feel that u not an human cuz u wont feel tired of doing all this rubbish again n again...June seriously WO HEN LEI LE!!! dun always try to do thing funny if i wasn't cool enough i really going to do something nasty to u again not that u nv try b4..but this time round i didnt n i dun even bother to scold u..i think u must be wondering how come i nv shout or scold u all this after u return call..here the reason: i'm tired of scolding.i'm tired of telling u,i'm tired of repeating the same thing over n over again,i'm tired of toking to u n I'M REALLY TIRED OF EVERYTHING THAT REPEATING NON-STOP...8 Years thing doesnt change at all u still keep doing the same thing to me izzit doing all this u r happy??? GOSH!!! I dunno wat on yr mind le...up to u to do whatever u want to..i can only choose to vent everything here..

I'm S(Sheryl)

2009-06-16T17:06:00.002+08:00

Everlasting Pledge Let It Be Forgotten Let Laughter Be Light Pain Be Light Life Or Death Union Or Separation Not Up To Our Control Or Up To Our Desire Fallen Petals Wandering And Drifting Pledges And Promises Exhaustion Come Powerlessness Willing Deception Heart Breaks And Regret Love May End But Sorrows Are Eternal.....

I'm S(Sheryl Kwok)

失去才懂的难过

2009-06-11T19:37:00.008+08:00

Think alot last night i found out this maybe really my fault for not listening to yr problem baby i'm sorry but i really had enough problem that u given me...when every time problem came i feel the fear i dun dare to face it or listen to it..cuz yr problem always make me goes crazy i had enough le so i tot of letting u go settle yourself better rather den i scolding u for nth i know i'm yr gf i must help out but sometime thing cannot just go yr own way i cant always be there to think for u settle for u..did this ever come a cross yr mind??? if one day i passed away who going to help u again??? yr parent doesnt know abt yr relationship plus how much thing yr parent can handle for u??? n if one day u told them yr problem they cant take it n fainted confirm u'll regret for life...we had grow up together for 8 years frm sweet 15 to now u r 24 n i'm 23 le we shld able to think n settle stuff ourselves some more u r older den me u shld able to think more den me how come i always the one who help u but not u help me??? maybe on yr mind i belong to the guy side so i shld do everything but even that the fact so wat??? not everything i can help i not a god i not fucking rich the world dun belong to me..helping u is within my limit i can do it i sure lend u my hand but each time yr problem grow bigger n bigger until i cannot take it i dun wish to listen to it anymore did u ever tot of my feeling??? can u be more considerate??? i'm also human i need thing which others ppl need it too i will get tired i will get enough of everything...maybe ppl going to say this since u got so much problem y must i still love u or chasing u back for wat??? but i cant becuz of problem n dun want u or maybe i too KPL i dunno wat the truth ans...baby i regretted for not begin there for u always now we no longer together le i also dunno how to chase back or doing anything....Baby i'm SORRY!!! 飞机已离开机场,妳选择了前往妳的方向,不再迷惘,忘了我们爱的过往,忘了我给妳的伤,学会坚强,能不能够再给我机会好好的爱妳,我会仔细的聆听,妳对我说的一言一语,我会学会去控制脾气不让妳心.对妳好好的去珍惜,请妳相信我的心还是爱妳...Baby I really will listen to u if there was a chance....

I'm S(Sourtie)

(Baby U're Always My Sweetie)

Izzit Everything Had To Come To The End???

2009-06-11T00:17:00.004+08:00

Wo Bu Pei

Had been seriously asking myself whatever u said izzit true??? izzit everything had to be ended??? izzit i cant give u happiness anymore??? so many question pop out on my mind but seriously i got no ans at all...8 Years plus relationship izzit can say dun love mean dun love anymore??? actually today i whole day very sad i feel like crying but i be strong not to cry in front of you but now i back home i cant hold back my tears anymore...my heart had broken nth can mend now i cant be like last time so happy le...in fact my decision are right cuz i chosen not to do anything to chase u back today meet up with u in my heart totally one word can say was SAD!!!!! whatever u told me actually u r trying to hurt me once again...y every time is my fault??? i did nth wrong i care,i ask,i control all this is called report n i dun let u had freedom...i'm yr gf i got the right to ask u reached home all this anot cuz i care but ended up it become yr so call report WTH is this??? everything i did all u say was is my fault blame whatever u want i dunno wat on yr mind i dunno how to tok to u anymore..i already tried to give in the best to u in this relationship but ended up everything u push it to me by saying is all my fault fine i take it my fault den my fault lo...i dunno my heart going to bleed for how long??? i got no more energy to chase u back..just let be it whatever outcome izzit..thanks for all the lie n cheated those feeling i had for u..thanks for pushing everything to me too...now i will saying something all my frenz or those ppl read this blog JUNE GOT NTH WRONG EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT!!! i dunno how to love u anymore i dunno how to give u happiness le i cant be the first time Sheryl u know i cant be the right one for you le....maybe whatever u say was right!!! today i learn my lesson thru out this 8 years this is the biggest impact i got it..i fail to be a gf, i failed to be the right one for u,i failed to understand u,i failed to love u,i failed to care for u,i failed to give u happiness,i failed to give u sweetness,i failed not giving u enough freedom,i failed everything!!! can le ma??? June i admitted everything now fine for u already??? happy enough??? oh ya one more thing...even when u betrayed me so many time is also my fault...if not enough can tell me i will admit everything!!! no worries!

I'm S(Sheryl)

(Wo Bu Pei Ai Ni)

A Story

2009-06-02T06:07:00.010+08:00

This post going to be a very long one i need to write it here to remember it n for baby to see it

09/10/2000

if i din remember wrongly this date was the first time we got to know each other frm net this is how thing start...

i was very curious abt lesbian so i went to IRC becuz there was a channel which for lesbian to chat how i got to know this channel i was invited by someone who i dunno so i went in to chat in that channel for few day so i got to know someone named as Jane u all shld know no one will use their real name in IRC so we chatted for awhile exchanged pic n num to keep in touch so after the chat we sms n tok on phone n i got to know her real name was June i also forgot wat name i told her only until months den she know my real name as Sheryl..on 12/10/2000 A new born relationship started yes i know we only know for three days getting into r/s abit fast but when we were young we dun care that much at first i tot oh get into r/s liao den can we meet up??? ended up she say cannot i have been asking her y?? meet up so difficult meh?? she told me lots of reason n excuse but in the end i still say ok dun meet first until one fine day after 8 months of the r/s we meet up for the first time...first thing come to my mind was huh can meet up liao ar??? hmmmm abit gan chiong la den i say orh ok lo meet up den so we meet up at bishan i have been carrying her pic with me when i going to sch or anywhere in the end u all know wat??? hahaha the person in the pic was not her!!! ok as just now i mention we did exchange pic but i also din send her the real pic so we was like..erm oh so the pic wasn't you la?? so both of us ans the same thing~ya la the person in the pic not me~ after 8 months den know we actually missed someone we dunno at all sound abit stupid right??? hahaha..ok first time meet up was like how come i got to know such a ger??? which keep scolding me siao char bo n i used my hp to knock on her head funny joker la both of us we meet up for hours den she gonna meet her frenz liao so i say ok i go home first cuz that time i was staying over my aunt house which at toa pa yao cuz sch holiday la so just went over to stay...after first meet up there was second third time n so on la...so i always met her at bishan i found out one thing after meet up session for few time...which it when her frenz come i had to leave i find it odd so i kept to myself first after that i asked her eh how come yr frenz come i had to leave lei??? she told me this oh..cuz i dun want my frenz to know we in r/s some more they dunno i les..of cuz i will believe n understand it..so i told her oh..ok lo den next time she come i leave lo...there wont be forever good thing come la..so bad thing came one day..which i was with baby at bishan enjoying with one of her frenz which baby already told her that we are in a r/s so as i mention there was one of her frenz came i had to leave finally this ger find someone to find trouble with me..of cuz i wont be that timid to let ppl bully so i ask her wat u want??? she say i diao her den i say u nv see me how u know i diao u??? say something fresh la kao...she got nth to say n she say something nasty which i cant remember it liao...i tot we going to fight liao ended up also didnt i shout at her u dare u come la i stand here wait for u timid baby go home drink yr mother milk fuck off bitch!!! den she left so on after this thing happen i got to know actually she was in r/s with this so call frenz la still got thing happen after that but 8 years thing wanna say also not that easy to post everything up...

We go thru alot of thing n the r/s last 8 years 3 months..i really tot we going to last forever we even intend to get married in aust i know some ppl cant take it as wat we are...but we two not going to care how ppl look at us so wat we r les??? in this world there is alot of les n gay...some of them even get married...but as i say good thing wont be forever finally there was alot of betray n alot of shit la not only she betray me i did it back to her too..this r/s frm bad to worse which we gonna end this r/s she cant stand me i cant stand too so i finally say break up which i mean it that time ended up now i regretted le...ok baby i know my temper suck i know i had alot of shortcoming i know u bear with it for a very long time but this is me la i will try to change...i think u need to change too u shld know what i saying la...r/s ended den frenz ask me huh how come u two break up??? i tell them about it wat happened,frenz say this time real one ar??? i say yes cuz that time i really very fed up until i dun this r/s le...now i want it back of cuz wont be that easy la...baby we got so much memories can u really put down??? can u say u dun love me anymore frm the bottom of yr heart??? can u say u hate me??? i think you n i had the ans in our heart...

Baby I really do love u,I really hope we can hand in hand walk together to the finish line!!!!!!!! i want our world to be the most beautiful with alot of colour and we can live in happily without any problem actually i miss you staying with me n slp beside me when u dream still can bite my finger -__- I miss the way u lead me to a sweet world n let me feel the love frm u i know when i with u i no need to fear abt anything cuz u'll protect me too and i miss the way u dote me and care for me... Baby I Really Need You By My Side!!! Baby My Promise To You Is Always There!!! I Wont Take Back My Promise From You!!! Baby yr birthday coming i wish i was the one who celebrate with u can i??? haizzz

I'm S (ToFu)

Baby!!!

2009-05-24T16:47:00.003+08:00

Baby You're The Only One For Me

Baby You're Everything To Me

Baby I Need You In My Life

Baby I Only Want You

Baby I Only Love You

Baby I'll Give You All Happiness

Baby I Only Belong To You

Baby I Want We Both Live In My Extraordinary World

Baby My Heart Is All Yours

Baby I Want To Hold You To The End Of The Path

Baby dun be Fear To Love Again

Baby I'll Chase Your Tears Away

Baby Put Trust In Me

Baby I Promise You I'll be True

Baby I'll Never Leave You

Baby I Ain't Going Nowhere

Baby Our Love Gonna Last Forever

Baby Our Dream 12/12/2012

Baby

Baby I Cross My Heart

I Love You!!!

I'm S(ToFu)

我不懂得恨你只会爱你!!!

2009-05-18T19:12:00.006+08:00

I'm MisssingYou!!!

Loving you wont be a mistake in my life the point of loving you is always there becuz i know loving u is all my happiness i needed but i din treasure it at all but i regretted also too late le happiness i let it fly off frm my own hand who can i blame??? i can only blame myself for not treasuring you when i had u in my life i been telling myself Sheryl no matter how much u gonna suffer u have to win back my baby June that for sure...i want back all the same feeling ya i know we got to move on but doesn't mean patching back mean we din move on..move on also can be others meaning like we changed to be better this is also call moved on...June baby i know i hurt u deeply into yr heart but i do feel the pain too that you given to me after knowing alot of thing i dun blame u i only blame myself for begin selfish to made this relationship turn out badly...baby i really want the dream to come true but i really feel that can i??? i dunno how to handle this i really having complicated feeling due to some stuff i shldnt said out what happened i know i'm not faithful enough but i willing to change for u n myself alot of thing is unpredictable we will nv know wat going to happen next so i want to treasure every min with u..baby dun worried for anything cuz i will bear with all the responsibility i need to give u no more stunt frm me le...i know i very hard to communicate to make me understand u but baby i'm trying one thing i really need to emphasize here is that I REALLY LOVE U WITH MY WHOLE HEART!!! baby trust me u wont fear to love again cuz i know in future we going to have alot of happy memories which no one can compare with us...baby i really wanna earn alot to give u no worries life style hope i can make this come true but it gonna take a very long time do u wanna wait??? i know i always criticize on u but i dun mean it i'm sorry i really realise my mistake but whenever i realise my mistake thing always too late hope this time round wont late anymore le..

I'm S( Yr Sourtie)

~I Really Love You~

2009-05-15T22:25:00.005+08:00

I really love you i dun wish to say gd bye to my 8years 3months relationship which we spent so much time n effort i really think is such a waste that we broke up ya i know i not gd,not gd looking,not caring,not understanding,begin mean,lay my hand on u n dun wish to listen to yr problem baby i know its all my fault we break up for 4months i really do miss our happy days miss the feeling that i hug u to slp miss yr small little hand that i held on miss yr little cute baby fat face i missed everything that got to do with u...Baby i really wish i can turn back the time n treat u nicely its my fault i din treasure u whatever i had..i know this break up i was the one who said it out ok finally i dare to admit i regretted June Baby I"M SORRY! I hope the time can turn back i'll give u all the happiness i can..i shld say something maybe we together too long until i dunno how to give u happiness anymore..my others relationship they can feel the happiness i given to them but u cant anymore i dunno y..baby i really will try my best to give u whatever u want i dun mind to share anything with u even exchange my life to change u happiness i can do it! i only love u no one can let me feel the same yes i do go into relationship with others but no one can compare with u...no matter how hard to chase u back i willing to do it!!! i promise! 12/12/12 this date always in my heart i know i got to make it come true i'll work hard for u we will leave sg n stay in aust forever u can bring whoever u want that u mention to me...i will give u the best life that i can..even i left with a dollar i will earn with this dollar n let u eat wont let u hungry or suffer..i will be the one to protect u n willing to do whatever u want...

I'm S (Sheryl)

Tired

2009-05-13T21:15:00.002+08:00

This few day really very tired din get to slp much too alot of thing on my mind but dunno wat to say out haiz i really think too much liao..went to work with part of lie family really tired but do enjoy with them around...hahaha here only a very short post cuz too tired to type n type liao..in office type too much liao hahaha..throat so dry cuz talk too much liao..hahaha this post i think i'm only complaining..working in telemarketing really feel weird cuz i saw alot of funny name n talk to them i tell them this they tell me that..really arrgghhh but after all i feel enjoy la..that all for the post :)

I'm S(ToFu)

I Need Someone

2009-05-11T01:09:00.003+08:00

-I need someone to take care of me

-I need someone to listen to me

-I need someone listen to my heart beats

-I need someone who is willing to be with me

-I need someone to share my ups n downs

-I missed someone that i shldnt miss

-I need someone...

-I really need someone!!!

-Are you going to be the one???

I'm S(ToFu)

Frm Bad To Worst

2009-05-06T15:11:00.002+08:00

I really do admit i changed but i dunno Wat went wrong to me how long more to recover myself??? my heart feel the pain n bleeding i think i hide myself too long that y i cant take it anymore i going to break down soon but nothing i can do cuz i dun want to help myself anymore...i just let my feeling lead me to anywhere n any mood i dun care..whatever izzit i just feel like dying i dun wish to see the world anymore i just wanna slp inside the coffin with my eyes close, burn me alive n let my ash R.I.P...i had enough of everything god PLS take me away u have taken my beloved mum away frm me den must as well take me too..so that i can enjoy with my mum in another world i dun need to suffer anymore i can jolly well rest in peace...i only know after mum left me everything start to change really change! i dun belong to myself anymore my soul had left me i only left with a empty shell with nth inside me...where have the Sheryl gone too??? i think already dead wont come back again...i really dunno wat is the point of living??? i dunno anything now my mind feel so blank i feel so empty i feel so meaningless toward anything...

I'm S(Sheryl Kwok)

yesterday...

2009-04-29T11:23:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to meet up with her but thing really turn out badly i did regretted of meeting her ok she not really that pretty in her real person compare to her photo the feeling did drop i know my looking not good but everyone do have the right to choose whoever they want...i din talk to her when meeting her not even a hi i really dunno wat to talk that me i also take time to start everything so after a very long time jolin n fang keep asking me to tok to her ok i finally open my golden mouth ask wat jolin told me to ask after dat i shut up again cuz is like whatever i ask she ans only how to carry on??? den nvm jolin ask her how u feel abt sheryl(Me)? she replied: hmm i dunno lei she nervous let her go ahead lo i(Cheryl) also dunno wat to tok to her(sheryl) den jolin say but u all in msn n sms got tok shld be ok la ended up worst thing pop out...she told jolin everything is i(Sheryl) tok only..ok nvm can forget it...talk abt horoscope laggi jailat she say until Libra like not worth a single cent excuse me i'm Libra lei kaoz she think i not there de huh??? I'm priceless lei..everyone is priceless too..how can becuz of horoscope become i dun worth a single cent??? even jolrene say Cheryl expression tell that when she saying abt libra is like Libra is extra n kay ba lan in horoscope de like Libra shldnt be in horoscope lo..Aiya i also dunno how la for now i shld carry on or i shld give up...cuz whatever i think can say highly percentage will come true de but i stubborn i wanna take up the challenge more den wanna give up..i shall give myself sometime to think abt it shld i give up anot i dun want to rush for an ans den make myself regretted...

I'm S(Tofu)

Whyyyyyyyyyyy

2009-04-19T17:41:00.002+08:00

I really cant control my feeling toward u but wat can i do??? i feel so xin ku i cant tell u i fall for u i cant say anything at all i just can hide my feeling without letting u know, frenz told me few days i'll be alright but i'm not ok the feeling got worst how am i going to face it??? slp also cant slp well keep on missing u but i really feel that i very sux...u r my ex de ex how can i fall for u??? izzit got to do with my pride??? i really dunno...i very tired!!! how can i get this feeling out of my body??? i really dun want to have sleepless nights turning here n there on my bed i really wish to have a long slp...but i cant!!! no matter how i try also cant work out, can anyone tell me how??? i really tried my best to pour away the feeling that i had for u but the feeling keep coming back...i really got no mood to anything now i just like a useless person keep on missing u...wat is the use to miss u?? u dun even know wat the point of falling for u??? u wont know too...haizzzzzz i really dunno dunno dunno dunno dunno!!!!!!! nobody can help me i cant even help myself!!!!! if we can go into r/s i wont mind so much but i know we cant de!!! cuz how were ppl look at me??? maybe some of them will tell me the person was yr ex de ex lei how can u do that??? really cannot!!! i need to control my feeling!!! help!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haizzzzz

I'm S(Tofu)

2009-04-11T06:02:00.002+08:00

Celinie is here again man !!!!

Wednesday night Jane, Sheryl, Jolin and ShiYi playing mahjong at my house. Hahas. Played two round. After that, chit-chat awhile. Accompany ShiYi home. We went back to my house to slack. Then when to have breakfast together in the morning and all went home to sleep.

Thursday night meet Sheryl and Jane at Jurong Bird Park. Only sit there and chit chat. In the end, went to Sheryl house to have our mahjong session. Finish everything, went down to 964 to meet him. Then went to my house and slack awhile. Sheryl left home to rest.

Friday meet her at bus stop at 8plus. Hahas, sorry for being late okay. Hope you dont angry nehs :D Then cab down to Bugis. Sheesha :D Quite fun. Left there around 11plus. Cab down to Jalan Basar (think so is that place we went for supper). Cab home. Accompany her to 7-11 and went home. Hahas.

2009-04-03T04:40:00.002+08:00

Hahas. Celinie is here to help Sheryl to update her blog again :D
Today meet her at bus stop. Took bus to Jurong Point to meet HuiChi. Then train to Bukit Gombak first. Cab to Bugis. Hahas. Eat Sushi there. Walk around. Accompany them buy their thing. Left there around 9plus. Cab home. Meet Jane at my house downstair. Then went up to HuiChi's house to slack awhile. Left around 12plus. Meet Stephanie at under block. Sit and chat awhile, I went home first after that they went home too. Jane came to meet me :D

2009-04-02T02:10:00.003+08:00

Celinie is here again :D

Today we went to BBDC. After that, went to have their dinner. Hahas. We took train home together. Sheryl really long didnt take train and bus home lea. Hahas. She was like first time coming to singapore. Lols. Dont angry hors ? Just joking only nehs. Hahas. Sheryl, i am sad and stress :(

2009-03-31T19:18:00.001+08:00

Yoz, Celinie here to help Sheryl to update her blog :D

This few days we keep play mahjong. Always meeting the same people. Hahas. We went to chalet again. Also last min decided one. Hehes. But only five of us nia. Got Sheryl, Jane, Kelly, JiaJun and Me. We was damn unlucky okay. Inside the room got dirty thing. So suay lea. Stay 3D2N there. Went Ehub and walk around. Play bowling too. Super sians. We cant even play mahjong there. So poorthing right. Go chalet also tio banned liao. Everywhere also tio banned. Hahas.

Yesterday we went Jalan Bahar. Hui Fang's house for our mahjong session. JiaJun, Jane, Sheryl and Me played. Went down buy food. Hui Fang help us to cooked. Hehes. Start our mahjong session until 4plus. Took cab home straight. Jane and Sheryl came up to my house and slack. Sians lars. After my mother went out, we start to play mahjong again lors. Hahas. Until 10plus, all went home and sleep. Wake up and bathed. Meet Sheryl then went to KFC for her dinner. Later we going West Mall to watch movie. Hehes.

Edit-ed
Hahas. After movie, we went bukit gombak. Then have our supper there too. Take cab home. Slack at Jane's house downstair. After that, accompany Sheryl home. Me and Jane went to meet KunPoh first. While waiting for Sheryl to be okay. KunPoh drive us around. Lols. After that, back to my house and mahjong session start. Hahas. Played one round only until 4plus. All went home and i went to bed. Hahas.

Past few day

2009-03-15T16:43:00.000+08:00

Last few days went to chalet with some of the lie family:Lie Mahjong,Lie Ah Gua,Lie Muah,Lie Xiao Ba,Lie Wang Ba,Lie Gila n Me (Lie ToFu) was fun n happening we went to rent mahjong n table for mahjong session hahaha chalet liao also dun forget to gamble...LMAO..wow lau the mahjong set cost us 25 dollar per-day we rent for two day cost 50 dollar WTH!!! but no choice only one shop can rent n only one set nia...haizz...first day nothing much just gamble went out to eat n have fun between ourselves that all for it....the second day wake up go out n eat den back to room den mahjong session again (hahaha mahjong n mahjong only for us) played half way went to wild wild wet as we got free ticket for 4 person..thomas n jia jun brought ticket no choice for kelly she doesnt wanna play so she waited for us at wild wild wet inside...oh..no saying abt WWW(Wild Wild Wet) we really mad abt playing ulah-la keep climbing up n slide down diaozzz...we did play the slide up..knn that was the first time i played kao was so scared for the first time its was like so high den slide down WOW!!! the feeling was shiok but i very scared i went so many time WWW i din play slide up before...fang just drag me there n play that day ARRGGGHHH ok la i also din run away so mean that i wanna play???...the first time play slide up with jia jun hahaha he suay la..as i din play slide up b4 den first time down i accidentally hit jia jun penis hahaha sorry la jia jun...second time up again den with thomas hahaha the slide up speed was a fast one thomas spec drop but heng din crack or wat....den after playing slide up back to ulah-la again played one or two time again i was very tired liao so i tell them i wanna go back first as i already know myself going to fall sick so have to rest ended up also tio sore throat now my voice like so "MAN" hahaha ok let back to the topic ok backed den called kelly come back too cuz i cant find her so our hp all inside the room so went back to room n bath den go eat dinner just the two of us finished saw thomas den was shocked when he told me his teeth break...hahaha poor thing la him...ok den continue our half way mahjong after that finished den they went to eat their dinner...after everything everyone seem to be so tired so bed time!!! next morning gonna check out so early in the morning operator called to tell us check out time ok den i wake everyone up to prepare to go after they went to eat but was wondering can we stay up one more night but really suay whole singapore chalet fully booked!!! WTF!!! den cabbed back to jane house....

yesterday

2009-03-11T18:44:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went out with jane n celinie accompany celinie to interview at batok while waiting for her to finish interview i suggest to jane y not we go up yr husband house to see damien around anot as i miss him so much so we went up n take a look but no one at home i was very disappointed dun get to see the little cute baby damien..after that when to vivo to had our lunch(Tong Lok) while waiting for thomas cuz he was the one wanna go vivo after lunch walked around waiting for jia jun to come cuz he also coming to meet us.. ended up dunno wat happened to thomas missing after hours den he return call n say he coming down but we told him we going for movie (my bloody valentine) so he meet us up later kaoz that show rabak la..movie with 3D effect that make it so real when we wear the spec n watch the movie the thing really seem like flying to yr eyes n actually also abit disgusting..the rate for the show i can give is 4/5 ba...we guess who is the killer ended jane n i guess correctly hahaha..after movie walked around while waiting for that ah gua to reach cuz he wanna buy A/X wallet after he reached went to buy with him..walked around again n smoke..after that went to kopitam to had our dinner...cabbed home kao the fare $50 this is the most expensive cab fare that we gonna pay..hahaha

I'm S(ToFu)

2009-03-09T17:26:00.000+08:00

This few days keep meeting the same person: Lie Xiao Ba,Lie Mua,Lie Mahjong,Lie Ah Gua,Lie Fierce Kia n Ying Jie for mahjong session & watched movie(Coming Soon) at Jp den when to MOS to eat n waited for Lie Song den went up for movies that movie not bad hahaha watched with the same person which i mention just now plus one more Lie Song wow cannot tahan her wanna watch wanna scare keep screaming n hold my hand tight hahaha timid la..actually not really that scary la only the sound effect make u shocked i enjoyed the movie...after movie cabbed home to xiao ba house for mahjong wow we really power la we played nearly 24 hours mahjong non-stop.. just keep playing n playing...keep bullying Mahjong for fun hahaha( hope she doesnt get angry or pissed off with me) she really like a prisoner on Friday den sat went for movies like tortoise make me laugh like dunno wat...LMAO keep saying her think she can take it eh...just a joke Mahjong dun angry...i play mahjong until my neck so painful n hand very tired when i woke up...this few day no mahjong le ba..everyone very tired...
I'm S (ToFu)

Prawning~

2009-02-23T15:08:00.001+08:00

Yesterday went prawning with Jane n Jolrene we broke our record we caught 53 prawn our last time record was only 42 i felt that those prawn r fucking hungry cuz i din put anything to prawn also can hook WTF!!! Lame right???...OMG both of them dun eat prawn how am i going to finish up with 53 prawn??!! i kept asking them u all want me to die izzit??? i keep nagging at them stop prawning la i dun want to eat liao..i wonder if i finish up with 53 prawn wat gonna happened??? hahaha i sot liao..ended up i ate a few the rest Jolrene brought back to office treat her frenz the rest ask jane to bring home for her dad...cabbed home Jolrene went to work jane and i went to meet mahjong n had our breakfast after breakfast suppose to meet mahjong n Jane cuz mahjong wanna see doctor and to chao hui house for mahjong session so went home to prepare i'm done within about 20 min so text Jane telling her i OK liao..ended up she wasnt done yet i fall asleep liao...wake up saw her miss call n msg wow lau after i'm done 40 min later den she OK...*fainted* so cant blame me for putting u all plane cuz Jane too slow liao hahaha...

I'm S(ToFu)

2009-02-19T23:29:00.001+08:00

Thanks Amanda for Created a new blog for me tis few week everyday gamble gamble n gamble seem like we r still in CNY mood haha but CNY Passed Nearly a month but dunno y we still gambling maybe like we say it pass time only but who cares?? as long we got fun..L family getting more member with funny names hahaha..Celebrated Amanda bird-day with lots of fun..happy thing i dunno how to share so here a short one for it...Anyway Happy Birthday A-M-A-N-D-A!!!

I'm S(ToFu)

17th feb

2009-02-17T01:07:00.000+08:00

hello. manda is here to help sheryl create a new blog !
enjoy your stay !

muchlove